“Should I Post This?”

*that’s my artwork*

I died last year
I died and came back
I died, lied, cried, subside-d
Briefly
Well, what felt like a lifetime in the moment
Wait?
Did I do?
Did I fake my death?
Did I die on the inside and fluff up the outside?
Did I put on the award winning act of my solo career?
Was I
Lying while I was dying?
Lying to myself
Everyday
Was I
Dying to myself?
Every
Single
Day
I’m stronger because of this
(I’m stronger than this)
I am smart
Remember?
I’m a grow(ing) young woman with a degree and a life built all on my own
I can’t keep being so stupid
Can I?
Am I asking too much? *Kendrick Lamar Voice*
I mean, am I?
Will I get any better than this?
In anything
In anyone?

You killed me last year
You strategically planted your seeds
From
Day
One
You’re not that smart you know
That “art” you know
You don’t
re-late
to
us

Something came over me
Way too hard
*gasp*
Wait …WAIT…I SAID WAIT
You’re still alive
So how did I die?
How did?
Who did?
Who are you?
WHAO ARE YOU!?
Oh
My
God

I’m alive.

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